Cal jumped back from the curb but not before the front of his suit was hit by a wave of water. The Lotus Exige S disappeared around the corner as Cal muttered, “I should just kill myself.” Wasn’t it enough that he was taking orders from a kid barely out of school and half his age? Apparently not. He’d have to wait until payday to get his suit cleaned. Or the one after that since his cupboards were almost empty.
He fumbled to unlock the door, his hands numb from cold. He ducked at the entranceway of his basement suite. How was it possible to work so hard that he was always tired and had no time for anything else…for…for what? “All this,” he thought wryly as he surveyed the cramped rental unit. “Yeah, this is it.” He retrieved his Beretta M9 from the closet and his stomach rumbled. “Okay,” he conceded. A man shouldn’t die with an empty stomach.
The frying pan hit the sink with a clang. He sat down to his cheese sandwich and potatoes with a sigh. He was out of ketchup but had some salt and pepper packs from the fast food joint. “Not bad, buddy.” Had his cheap fried meals always tasted so good? He cracked open the last beer from the case as the cat door banged. He filled Nelson’s dish and sat back on the threadbare sofabed.
“I should just kill myself.”
You are already there.
“What do you mean?” Cal asked the voice that seemed to be coming from Nelson.
You have already died.
“Am I in purgatory?”
Nelson laughed and purred, his whiskers reflecting silver light.
Your concept of you is dead. Your ego has shattered open.
Cal sat up with a jolt and Nelson jumped from his lap. “I must have dozed off for a minute,” he told Nelson and headed to the shower.
You are at the threshold. Will you let yourself enter enlightenment?
“What the hell?” Cal looked back at Nelson who was staring at him.
Very intriguing Danica, I would like to read more
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Thanks very much, Michael! I’ll sit with the story this week to see if there’s more….
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Ooh, this was a stark beginning to my week, Danica. With a lot on my mind lately and feeling distracted, I can’t quite put into words the feeling(s) I have after reading this. I will ponder throughout the day. I’m thankful that the stray cats that constantly gather outside my townhouse haven’t spoken to me (yet), nor have I imagined that (yet).
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Interesting! For me, stark was the backstory but I can certainly see what you mean. I hope you’ll find some peace of mind today, Rich. A grilled cheese sandwich might help. Do tell if anything comes of your pondering. Hmm…have you wondered why the stray cats gather around you? 🙂
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Say hi to Brian Setzer for me.
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Cats must be psychic.
I’m off to watch the Meow Mix ads on youtube.
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You must be right, Brian. You may have discovered the secret to their internet popularity!
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Every 4th meow is a subliminal message
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You’ve cracked the code!
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After watching the videos, I bought 3 bags of Meow Mix, and I don’t even have a cat.
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They have plans for you….
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I also have an urge to do a mash up video with Cat Stevens and Ted Nugent-Cat Scratch Fever.
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I’d like to see that!
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This is so damned good!
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Rob, thank you so much! I’m thrilled that you like this one. 🙂
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What an extraordinary title!
Intriguing piece, been waiting for more of your Posts and u never disappoint!
As u expressed such enthusiasm for my 1st medieval fiction, thot u might like to read th latest draft:
https://themedievil.wordpress.com/2016/02/09/the-monastikon-a-corpse-in-the-chapterhouse/
Good den, mlady!
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Thanks for the most wonderful compliment, Brad — very much appreciated!
Thank you for the link, kind sir 🙂
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Well done! I want more of this one.
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Thanks very much 🙂 It’s percolating….
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Good…I think I smell coffee!!
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You have very keen senses, Rob!
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LOL…pour me a cup…:)
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Absolutely 🙂
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LOL!
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I liked that this guy has dark thoughts but also some Will to live. His cat needs him and
he will keep forging ahead. The voice in his head is sending him really intriguing messages!
Hope no one gets down or sad about life this weekend.
Happy Valentine’s Day, Danica! ♡♡ big hugs sent your way!
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I’m so glad that you like this one, Robin!
I hope so too….
Thank you and Happy Valentine’s Day to you as well! I hope that it’s a truly wonderful day for you. 🙂
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